hais. im very sad. im really very sad, i feel like a failure. thats y i hate myself. y do i cry everyday? im really depressed. at sch im just wearin a mask. i hate myself. y must things turn out like that? i suck. i hate myself. u are with me. but ur heart is not. i hate myself. im wondering when will i turn siao. mabye soon? yea i hope so. so i wont be able to think about anything anymore. now im thinkin y my mom gave birth to a sickenin freak. me lor. should i? i hate myself. i wish i can die right this moment. my heart breakin into alot of pieces. hais